These are my true stories from the heart: on the path of enlightenment and how I came into my creativity.
Believe You Are Not Alone
How I Came Into My Own Creativity
Through The Divine Source Field of Our Mothers Heart
In the year 2014, I had this feeling, this urge to go to the beach.
Someone was pulling on my emotion, my heart… I wanted to go to the beach, but I kept ignoring that little voice from within. It became so strong that I couldn’t ignore it anymore.
I drove by the beach on the way home from work each day, but would’nt you know it, I still didn’t listen to my inner voice, from deep within the heart… I did not stop by the beach. It was on a Saturday morning, after fighting with myself, I finally went to the beach. It was within three weeks I started going to the beach. I wasn’t sure why I went between the hours of three and four am. In one of Rumi’s poems that goes like this:
The morning breezes at dawn have secrets to tell you. Don’t go back to sleep, you must ask for what you really want. Don’t go back to sleep! People are going back and forth across the doorsill where the two worlds touch, the door is round and open. Don’t go back to sleep. ~ Rumi
For me it was the time I felt the frequency and vibration is at its highest and it matches the pulse of the divine, when you can open your heart and be in tuned with the Source Field of Love. The energy that comes from your heart open to the divine source field of love and what you ask for is fulfilled by praying from the heart and filling the space with love and compassion for others. For me, it is an opening to the door way from the divine to the heart, sending out this frequency of love and peace from within. How I know this… When you’re in the path of enlightenment and spirituality you just know, you know by how you feel. That first feeling will tell you everything, when you’re having that ah moment, letting everything go and just being within the space of peace and love from your inner self. Only you will know something greater is taking place. Sometimes you get the message within that moment and sometimes after the moment. When you’re walking away, you think about it, unfolding your emotions and going over the little details within your mind then the heart will point out the truth to you.
These Are Some Of My Stories
I was laying down on the beach after meditation, looking up at the stars listening to the waves as the breeze wrapped around my body, mind, soul, and spirit. As I welcomed all these beautiful elements of earth.
My vital signs went off the chart! As I saw in the distance this blue light… it moved with lightning speed towards where I was… I sat up looking with curiosity and amazement. All the hair on my body stood up! Something electrical went off from me to the stars…! I can only describe this as a connection… it was powerful and full of energy! The light stopped about twenty five feet from where I was and it was pulsating out colors of blue… the light got bigger and bigger going in a circular motion, giving out colors of blue, red, yellow, white, and green…
It was amazing! The stars were moving as I looked at each one of them, they looked as if they were dancing… then something said to me in an emotional voice, we’ve been waiting so long for this moment… It was the most amazing love I’ve felt… and I heard lots of people laughing in delight and rejoice, that a connection was made… I was like a child looking forward for more I was in bliss, it was an awakening to my soul of who I’m becoming.
I wasn’t scared at all, when you’re in the moment nothing can penetrate that energy.
This was my first experience in many to come upon the path of enlightenment.
I’ve never made soap before, candle, creams, or healing oils… but all of a sudden I started making these beautiful products and more. You must understand, I went through so many disappointment, hurt, pain, and trauma in my life, that I never thought I would ever be awaken to my conscious mind. I was able to let go of what others did to me. We all have it, the gift from the divine source… we just have to tap into it and bring out our ability to create. I just needed to wake up to my own inner self onto who I am, what my purpose is and who I needed to be by the laws of nature. Most of all, I enjoy making healing oils. My creativity was awoken and all I ever wanted to achieve and accomplish was now possible. I’m at peace with this passion of creativity and the path of enlightenment was now open and ready for me to fill it with joy, peace, happiness, and love.
On another occasion, upon going to the beach, I presented the sea with a flower, one single flower, praying and saying namaste from my heart calling on the heart of the divine.
Saying these words then presenting the sea with a flower, submerging myself into the sea and bonding with the waters of life. Sitting on the beach looking out onto the ocean. Blissed out into the moment I was in.
I looked out to the sea as I sat in bliss. I saw these lights… a blue light, it was about 30 feet from where I was at the left and the other light was red to my right about 25 feet away but within my path… For some reason… I had this urge to dance, I started dancing, the dance is a vibration prayer from my heart to the divine sea of life, then I stopped for a moment and looked at both lights with amazement! The red light turned into a white light… then it moved with lightning speed towards the left… as if to say… she stopped dancing, so I’m leaving. I began to dance again… the white light was about 100 feet to my left then it moved with lightning speed to my direction, jumped over the blue light that was sitting there, then both of them began pulsating out colors of blue, red, yellow, green, and white… going around in circles… the circles of lights got bigger and bigger as it went around and around… My heart was open, vibrating out only the essence of love to the sea and I was in blissed within the moment of love.
I felt the lights were curious innocent children, which matched my personality.
